An Open Letter to Church Leaders
Please Pray and go through until the End
The Church and the Pentecostal movement [Great Spiritual awakening] is facing a severe crisis. The prophetic branch of the awakening is getting a severe battering. This has made me write this letter.
I am not a master of the Bible and I do not hold any ministry, nor am I a leader, with any speaking skills. I am a sinner and an ordinary man following Jesus. I was an atheist/scientist who revolted and went in search of TRUTH OF LIFE, NATURE, and GOD. I accidentally encountered the Spirit of Jesus in a Retreat Center where I went as an observer, along with my wife, and ended participating. As I stood there in surrender seeking to know Him, I received a call “Seek me with the mind of the Heart”. This New Life experience made me fix Jesus and Calvary as the “Constant” of my search. I accepted Jesus and His spirit as God.
The normal tendency out of such experience is to take up Bible, study, and start a Ministry. However, I could not go further in this line. Therefore, I took a second Retreat alone; seeking to know what is the PURPOSE for which the Spirit of Jesus is calling on me. I wanted to know the path I have to take. The call was simple “You are created in my image and I am in you, stay put and carry on in the path I have been traveling”.
As an atheist, I had an immense aversion to religion, as a scientist, I was seeking the Unification Theory. Unification Theory amounts to knowing the Creation and sustenance Secret of the Universe in Time beyond religions. This is a task that top-notch physicists and mathematicians handle. As a biologist and bio technologist, I knew I am a misfit to do it, but some force was driving me into it.
After revolting from the lab and giving up my lucrative career, I was back home in an interior village into the fold of Nature. I took to farming as a means of Livelihood. Being home, I was taking the social responsibility towards my parents and family, and at the same time pursuing my research quest making Nature my laboratory. In doing it, I was holding up the scientific career, I chose but which I had to leave to stay with my consciousness.
The outcome of me revolting and stepping out of the lab was a vision of “Simplicity behind Complexity”, the world has made out of Life, Nature. The New Life experience in the Spirit of Jesus or God gave another dimension to it showing how God and Life Force are made complex by religious institutions and the people therein so that they can live at the expense of sweat and blood of common persons.
My conscious call could be summarized as a call to evolve Science and Spirituality into the Knowledge and Wisdom Era. It is to bring back the Truth of Life, Nature, and God, its design and functioning.
It is over 24 years since I had the New Life experience in the spirit of God and I am rooted in Jesus. Being in Christ, I have only suffered. God did not give me any healing power, any miracle power, any prophetic power, transformative power, not even articulate speaking power. I have failed to speak and influence even my loving wife to bring any transformation in her, nor any member in my family, for whom I stood physically and whom I carried in my prayer. God has not given me any mathematical formula, such that I can appease and catch the attention of the scientific community either.
Today, at the retiring age, all who know me, look down upon me as a failure in life? I own nothing this world measures a person's success - no high-end job, no position of power, no house, no car, and no bank balance. All I have is some simple revelation from the spirit about Life, Nature, and God. I hold the Knowledge of Living God that no one wants. People, I feel prefer Him being seated in material edifices, where they can go once in a way when they are in trouble.
God has given me a GEM that is weighing on me to my death. My human nature has struggled to find one reason to drop this call. With every such struggle, it only has found more shine and I had to accept the defeat. I have been growing in surrender since then, to a point that I am convinced that the Kingdom of God will come on Earth. The question was will I see it in my lifetime and find a Restoration. Past retiring age, I had lost hope, but 2020 has revived it.
The spirit is calling me to transfer the knowledge to the Church, such that the Church shines it on the Jew and Israel and the whole world. I am doing the call - I leave the rest to His Will
There is physical and Spiritual threat looming over America and the whole world. It is time to act
Please pray over it and please pray for me too. Explore my blogs and the Recent posts – Here are some links
1] The Creation Secret in a Page
https://awakentotruth-johnpaily.blogspot.com/2021/01/normal-0-false-false-false-en-us-x-none_3.html
2] The Black Hole Secret- The Purposeful
Universe, its Creation, and Existence
https://awakentotruth-johnpaily.blogspot.com/2020/12/v-behaviorurldefaultvmlo_23.html
3] Is the Universe a Conscious Mind? –
What is consciousness? – Are we living in Christ's consciousness?
https://awakentotruth-johnpaily.blogspot.com/2020/12/v-behaviorurldefaultvmlo.html
With Love and Prayers
Your Brother in Christ
John Paily
17/01/2021
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